Gateway to Wonderland

I open my eyes to darkness

My lips part to yawn a silent scream

I swallow a bitter pill

I bathe in contempt for humanity

My soul prepares for loss 

And my  shattered heart dons armor

My enervated mind endeavors to focus

I clothe my weary constitution

And embark upon an unwanted journey

The frigid air of life cracks my face

But I soldier on, a choice I make with great tenacity.

Wading through quicksand, a brilliant light beckons

One more excruciating mile  

A willow bends to extend it's aid

And I pull myself up

The air is much lighter 

And for once, I can breathe.

The sweet smell of decay fills my senses

Twisted branches offer a bridge

And my unfamiliar curiosity compels me

Wondering if the grass is greener as I traverse my path

My thoughts are interrupted

I turn to face the luminous chasm

Warmth encapsulates me

And the constant companionship of pain departs 

I open my eyes to light

My lips part in awe

I bathe in welcomed wonder

 My soul prepares for benediction

And my heart begins to heal. 

 -by Deannalynn Arzola

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