Monday, November 6, 2017

The Other Side of the Opioid Epidemic

Just about a year ago today, I had my hip replaced. I was born with hip dysplasia, and as I got older, my hip began to give me greater and greater grief. I finally, at almost fifty-one broke down and agreed to the operation. My doctor, Dr. Craig Tingy is apparently one of the best orthopedic surgeons in Las Vegas; he briefly went over the recovery and ramifications of having total hip arthroplasty. I should be fully recovered after about six weeks. Awesome! I have a beautiful 120 pound lab and live in a condo, so a lengthy down time was not an option. Dr. Tingy failed to tell me, however that eighteen out of every one hundred hip replacements need to be revised, according to a recent study. There are many factors involved, however, my surgical experience and subsequent revision and horror story is a result of good old fashioned human error. Dr. Tingy hammered the prosthetic into my femur and fractured it, requiring a second surgery. The pain ancillary to a fractured femur is something I can hardly describe. The femur is the strongest and most utilized bone in the body; putting pressure on a fractured one is literally impossible. After the second surgery, which followed the first one by seventeen days, I was sent home on a walker. This was a bad decision, as my leg gave out, causing a fall, resulting in a dislocation of the hip and a broken trochanter. A third surgery was obviously necessary. During the third surgery, I contracted a staph infection, resulting in a pic line to administer IV antibiotics for six weeks. Needless to say, the recovery was arduous!
I was prescribed a plethora of opioid pain medication, and I mean a plethora. I'm gonna guess that I took a thousand pills from November 1, 2016 to April 1, 2017, all of which is included in a DEA file on me. Let me just just interject, the amount of pills is clearly available to the eyes of pharmacists, doctors, law enforcement and the United States Government, however, what the doctors and the hospital did to me that required me to consume such a mass quantity of narcotics is not; under HIPPA, THAT information is private, and while I will gladly release it, no one really cares to see it, as it is antithetically concise to the medication record, which simply lists the narcotic pain medication a patient has received. During March and April, I worked with my doctors to decrease the amount of pain medication I was taking; this was by my choice. It was never suggested to me by my orthopedic, primary or pain management doctors, nor was it advised by my pharmacy. By May of this year, I was narcotic-free and walking my dog further and further. Over the summer, I swam for strength training, participated in physical therapy and began my new life with my new hip.
And then...
In September, I began to experience pain in my femur, so I saw my primary doctor who thought perhaps I might be overdoing it a bit, and I had been pushing myself, walking a mile or two, here and there, so she prescribed me a low dose of pain medication called Tylenol 4. My pain continued to get worse. We increased  the medication to Vicodin, however, the pain increased, radiating down the back of my leg. At this point, my doctor ordered an X-ray, which indicated a CT was necessary. While waiting for my imaging appointment, the pain exponentialized to the point that I was hardly able to walk my dog this weekend. This morning, I went to the ER, which is located right next door to my doctor's office. I was hoping to get the CT done there and be treated for the pain that was now burning all through my my hip. The ER doctor attempted to give me a drug called Toradol. I am allergic. I told the nurse and she confirmed that this was in fact in my chart. I confronted the doctor. He proceeded to give me a history lesson in the adverse effects of opioid medication; I will paraphrase.
"Mrs. Arzola, the pain medicine your doctor gave you is making your pain worse. It only takes one dose to completely change your brain chemistry. Narcotic painkillers kill more people than they help". I asked him directly, "Do you think I'm here seeking drugs?" "Yes, I do", he replied. I promptly removed my IV and thew it in his face and if I do say so myself, it was one of my finest moments. I then left the hospital and went next door to let my doctor's office know what just happened and went home. My leg is on fire as I sit here writing this article and I have absolutely no control over what has happened to me regarding my hip replacement and the subsequent nightmare that has followed. I don't really know what my next move is other than to see my primary doctor, again.
I do want to talk a little about what the ER doctor said regarding narcotic medication and brain chemistry. First, let me say that extrapolation is one of my biggest pet peeves. It begets racism, sexism, all kinds of isms. Everyone is different. However, here is a little medical information on morphine and the brain: many a study has been done on long term effects of morphine, the opiate from which all pain medications are derived, on the brain. First time use, and short term use studies are few and far between, however, a study by the National Institute of Health conducted in 2011, using subjects that were given increased doses of morphine over thirty days and subjects that were given a placebo did note marked changes in the amygdala part of the brains of the morphine subjects, however, these changes seem to resolve within days to weeks of cessation. The study found that environment and a genetic predisposition played a role in the addiction process. In the absence of significant pain, the opiate receptors in the brain feel rewarded, like sex. The thing about morphine, however, is it seems the brain does not forget just how rewarding morphine feels, making it easier to fall victim to addiction and also suggests repeated use begets tolerance, requiring more morphine to feel the same reward. This is an obvious drawback ancillary to the use of morphine. But do the cons outweigh the pros? And does everyone become addicted? And should everyone in America be punished for the misuse of a few folks who, through no fault of their own have fallen victim to the negative effects of morphine? 
For millions of people across the globe, morphine is a godsend. Can you imagine waking from surgery with no pain medication, or how about suffering a broken limb, no morphine...In the age of Oxycontin, people are dying in unbelievable numbers, and this is the great American tragedy, but that tragedy begins with the lies of greedy, capitalist pharmaceutical companies and doctors, who knowingly over-prescribed an end-of-life narcotic pain medication to people with back pain. Oxycontin is highly addictive and should never have been prescribed so freely across the board. The only people to suffer are the patients. Purdue Pharma, who was fined $600 million by the federal government in 2010 for misleading EVERYONE about the effects of Oxycontin got rich. Doctors went on golf vacations, patients, who were subsequently treated like pariahs, turned to heroin, which is now being "cut" with Chinese fentanyl and that is why they are dying. 
But what about patients who truly are in pain and need to take pain medication, either short or long term. As established by the aforementioned study, the brain in pain reacts differently to the brain that is not when it receives morphine. Doctors, like the one I had the displeasure of dealing with today need to stop extrapolating the entire population. Every case is different and the government is doing a fine job of keeping tabs of every single pill given to every single patient. Urinalyses are required, pain contracts between doctors and patients are the new normal, current state identification is required to receive medication from the pharmacy. These rules are relatively new and it will take years to repair the damage done by big pharma, like Purdue and the complicit doctors who took kickbacks from them to peddle their poison to the masses, but the rules are in place and they're working. An emergency room doctor, who practices crisis management is in the wrong department if he is to sit in judgement of the patient who is in pain. If he is a doctor who chooses to extrapolate and refuses to prescribe pain medicine in an emergent environment should find another area of medicine, one in which he never has to prescribe pain pill one, again.
I needed help, today. I did not get it. I blame him, not the junkies of the world who are dropping like flies at the end of a needle; they are victims, too. We, as patients will always need morphine, regardless of the changes to the brain said morphine causes. According to the study, my brain should have gone back to a relatively normal state after discontinuing the use of my post-surgical narcotic medication. I'm just a normal, everyday fifty something year old woman with a family and a dog and friends a fledgling writing career who was physically damaged by a doctor who apologized to me for being distracted during my care due to his father's illness. It appears my prosthetic hip may need to be replaced, again. The pain is almost unbearable. I walked into an ER seeking relief, not a high. I was treated like a junkie, a word I hate, and don't mean to use in a derogatory manner, however, in his eyes, that's exactly what I was.
Doctors need to figure out how to handle this opiate crisis in a far different manner. It is not my job to do that. I am the patient.

Deannalynn Arzola












  














Tuesday, October 24, 2017

(This is the article I wrote for Heaven Can Wait Animal Sanctuary. It goes to press Thursday and will be available online Friday, October 26th. Hope y'all dig it::: <3 Dee) written October 24, 2012

12th Annual Lose a Pound With Your Hound
by Deannalynn Arzola

It’s hard to believe, but another Lose-a-Pound Memory Walk has come and gone. This year’s festivities were a howling success.
The day began for our volunteers at 7am, with the setting up of booths and stages. And what a lovely fall Sunday it was.
Wayne Bunker Family Park was a flush with vendors, dogs, Memory Collars, and even Elvis. Some of our terrific vendors included Pet Psychics offering paw readings, Bone Appetite, A Pet’s Bakery and A Purrfurred Pet Care Service. We wish to thank the many vendors who donated to HCWS during the event.
Other businesses that help raise money on Sunday were Trader Joe’s and Whole Foods, who donated gift baskets which were raffled off to guests who purchased winning tickets.
Other than the Memory Walk, which took place on the park’s surrounding walking track from 10 to Noon, our event held our wildly popular Halloween Pet Costume Contest. This year’s first place prize goes to “Fat Elvis”, an absolutely adorable Basset Hound. “Schitzo” holds the honor of this year’s Silliest Pet Trick. Our friends at Smarty Paws set up an obstacle course for all of our guests to try their paws at.
Team Misfits holds this year’s distinction as the team that raised the most money for our beloved charity, pulling in a stunning $3500. The volunteers at Misfits used social media and networking as their means of raising such a remarkable sum. Congratulations Misfits. Your perpetual efforts are greatly appreciated.
The 12th Annual Memory Walk was a resounding success and woofs and woofs of fun for all. There are many more folks we wish to thank for their support in making our annual fundraising event such an important part of our mission to prevent pet-overpopulation in our community. Thank you to all of our faithful volunteers who share their time tirelessly, all year around. Thank you to all of our Memory Walk participants and our vendors. Thank you to the City of Las Vegas and Wayne Bunker Park, to all of our guests, our dj and emcee, “Elvis” and to In Corp.com for mingling with the crowd and providing home baked treats to our most important guests, for without whom, none of this would have been possible; our loveable, furry, four legged family members.
Our next Lose a Pound Memory Walk is less than twelve months away and we can’t wait to see you all again, then.

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

What happens in Vegas...
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And then there's the good ol' family and friends, you know...

He said, "Perhaps the relationship means more to you than him"...
The red dot is the exact location of the most prolific mass shooting in American history. 
The blue dot is my home.
The distance between the two is about 6 miles.
My city is in shock. A tragedy like this reverberates through the community like aftershocks from a major quake.
There is a plethora of topics to discuss once the shock wears off and the anger begins to take over.
My cousin, John called me to make sure I was ok. I got several wrong number calls from folks I didn't know checking on folks I didn't know. 
I'm always concerned for my people when tragedy strikes their hometown. When Harvey hit Houston, I was checking.
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His truth, when he gives it is jagged. It scrapes against my flesh like a bread knife.
Perhaps all of my so-called relationships mean more to me than all of them. In fact, that truth is presently glaring. One person out of the 200 people I know checked on me in the wake of the worst mass murder in American history. 
My dog and i are fine. My daughter, who works on the Las Vegas strip is fine. My grandchildren are fine. My son-in-law is fine. Not that ANY OF YOU, my so-called friends and family, even bothered to ask. 
Reciprocity: The responses of individuals to the actions of others

~Deannalynn Arzola 




Monday, August 28, 2017

Having lunch with a friend one day, I noticed a peculiar behavior; he was very, very kind to everyone we encountered in the restaurant. As we were eating, I asked him why was so nice to them but often times nasty to those of us closest to him. He said to me, "Dee, that's the human enigma. We as a human race just tend to be kinder to strangers than we are to our loved ones." I thought that to be a very strange comment and as I got to know that person better, I realized it was just a lot of bullshit coming out of the mouth of a bullshit artist. Sure, it makes us feel better to be kind to people, but for the most part, the human race is kinder to her loved ones, I'm sure. The human enigma is not that most people are kinder to strangers than their own loved ones, that's just a characteristic trait of narcissism.
Here is what I find the human enigma to be: We spend our whole lives looking for the kind of love that will encapsulate us, hold us close, never leave us, however, when we don't experience that love, we tend to believe we didn't deserve it in the first place, so the next time we enter into a relationship, while we may be looking for love- we're probably setting ourselves up to fail simply for the fact that that's what's happened in the past and, hey, you might as well be prepared for what's about to come. 
You never really find that bliss until you fall in love completely with the person who is completely in love with you. The funny thing -well, the not so funny thing is that we cannot attain that bliss while we're in relationships we set ourselves up to fail in. Only the bliss can make us feel worthy enough to be with the person we're supposed to be with rather than setting ourselves up to fail with people were not supposed to be with. The courage to be with your true love comes only from having been with your true love. Let me repeat that- the courage to be with your true love comes only from having been with your true love. 
That, my little pretties, is the human enigma.

By 
Deannalynn Arzola 

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Trump's Racist Megaphone

I LOVE this.
Trump used his racist megaphone when he announced to the world that "Mexicans are rapists", he used it for Charlottesville, when he said there were "good people" defending "our beautiful statues" of leaders of the the confederacy.
He's a big mouth blowhard, with no governmental experience, who objectifies women, is hiding what appears to be money laundering activities for enemies of the state, applauds Vladimir Putin and white-supremiscists. He has kept not one major campaign promise; no infrastructure, no lowering of healthcare premiums, no border wall. The only thing he's "shaking up in Washington" is our confidence in our safety and our leaders. He has bullied North Korea's ticking time bomb into advancing an agenda of complete, nuclear annihilation of the West. He is an unqualified, mentally unstable, insecure narcissist. He's done nothing to advance clean air, global participation or America's leadership in the world. He's a nepotist with a very unhealthy view of his daughters; one he wishes he could date, the other he told his wife to abort.
My own politics aside, I've found not one redeeming quality within him, from the time he and his card member carrying kkk father were sued by the federal government for refusing to rent to Black folks, to his ridiculous reality t.v. show, to his abusive campaign to his failed attempt at everything presidential. Not one.

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Hi everyone. I'm raising money to buy a car and I believe if everyone chips in a little, it would help me a lot. Please click the link to donate.
Thank you so much,
Dee
https://www.gofundme.com/a-car-to-move-forward



Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Numerology by Adrian Duncan


The Numerology Secret
Hello Deanna,
I'm glad you took advantage of this opportunity to get a free Mini-Numerology reading that could change your life! Today you'll learn the basics of how numerology works, and how you can harness the power of the numbers to your advantage. This information is completely free!
But, I'm also going to give you the chance to get access to a full numerology report as well as a series of guides that will show you new ways to expand your world and get the most out of life.
I've dedicated my life to understanding how numerology really works, and I've used my knowledge to help thousands of people learn more about themselves and turn their lives around!
All you have to do is open yourself up to the power of numerology, and you may learn truths you'd never have access to otherwise.
But, enough of that. Before I tell you about this incredible opportunity, let's get to your Mini-Numerology reading!
We'll start off with your “life path,” one of the most basic parts of any numerology reading. You were born on Jan 8, 1966. That means your life path number is 4.

How We Know Your Life Path Number Is 4

Calculating your life path number is a four-step process:
  • We start out with the year of your birth and add up the numbers in it. If you were born in 1988, 1 plus 9 plus 8 plus 8 becomes 26. You then add the those numbers together and we get 8.
  • You then add the numbers of your birth date. If you were born on the 14th, that would give us 1 plus 4, which equals 5.
  • Next, add up the numbers of the month you were born in. If this is a single digit, just use that. So, if you were born in May, this number would be 5.
  • Finally, add up the three numbers from the first three steps. In this example we'd add 8 plus 5 plus 5 and get 18. Adding 1 plus 8 then gives us 9 as the final life path number.

You Can Use A Life Path Number Generation Chart To Calculate Anyone's Life Path Number!

1966Jan08Sat
1966
 
22
 
4
Jan
 
1
08
 
8
4
 
1
 
8
 
13
13
 
4

What You Can Learn From Your Life Path Number

“You are known for having charisma and attracting friends like wildfire. Being social is very
important to you and is the core of your personality...”
Life Path NumberDeanna, your life path number 4 tells us...
Your soul is directly connected to spirituality, the occult and religions. People with life path number 4 can be drawn to the priesthood, or become psychics or faith healers. You have a deep connection to your community and want to help people.
You have a need to communicate the nature of spirituality with your fellow man. You also have a strong creative side, which may
draw you to writing, painting or sculpture in order to help people understand your vision.
Compassion rules your life, and you may feel uncomfortable with how divisive the world is today. You want to make the world a better place, but may feel that you are not important enough yet to help move the universe in a more positive direction.
You object to the cult of materialism, prejudice and lust that often seems to rule today's world. You know that other things are more important in the long run.
You are known for having charisma and attracting friends like wildfire. Being social is very important to you, and is the core of your personality. Connecting with friends is often more important to you than your other responsibilities.
You are not a selfish person, though you do feel a connection with a higher power. At some point your faith will be tested, but you should be able to survive this crisis of confidence.
Once you move past your “dark night of the soul,” you will emerge as a stronger person who will be able to help others even more than before.
Sometimes, life may seem too difficult for you and you may at times feel insecure and lonely. People may not realize the compassion and spiritual gifts you have to offer, and they will try to take advantage of your kind soul.
But this will not stop your strong sense of empathy for others, even if they think you may be weird. You may face relationship challenges, but when you do make an emotional connection it will be particularly strong. You need to remember that the cosmos has a higher purpose for you, and that the world is a better place because you are in it.
Now that you know the basics of what your life path number says about you, it's time to learn about your “expression” number.

How To Calculate Your Expression Number

Your expression number will tell you what your core talents and abilities are. Your expression number is 3.
You create your expression number by turning the letters of your name into numbers using this chart:
1
A
J
S
2
B
K
T
3
C
L
U
4
D
M
V
5
E
N
W
6
F
O
X
7
G
P
Y
8
H
Q
Z
9
I
R
As you write out your name, put the numbers for the vowels above the numbers for the consonants. Do this because when it's time to calculate your soul urge number, you'll only be using the vowels and this will make it easier.
This gets tricky with the letter “y.” If it is pronounced like a consonant, it needs to be treated like a consonant. If it is pronounced as a vowel, it should be treated as a vowel. For example, in the name “Yolanda” it would be a consonant. In the name “Stacey” it would be a vowel. 

Now Let's Discover Your Expression Number

 
5
1
 
 
1
D
E
A
N
N
A
4
 
 
5
5
 
Once you've gotten this far, you just add up the numbers in each row.
So the top line becomes ( 5 +1 +1 ), which gives us ( 7 ).
The bottom line becomes ( 4 +5 +5 ), which gives us ( 14 ).
Now add up these two numbers ( 7 + 14 ), and that gives us ( 21 ). Adding ( 2 +1 = 3 ).
So, Deanna, we now know that your expression number is ( 3 ).

What You Can Learn From Your Expression Number

“You are very smart and creative with an attention to detail that may be confused with obsession...”
Expression NumberDeanna, your expression number of 3 tells us about your natural talent and abilities...
Getting caught up in your work is your natural form of self-expression. You like to make sure your desk is in order, your house is clean, and your bills are paid. When you can't have your affairs in order, it makes you nervous. You work to be the “nuts and bolts” that keeps the great machine of life working properly.
You are a person of action, and not one of empty words or promises. You take a down-to-earth approach to showing others how you emphasize with and care about them. You are a person of convictions dedicated to making sure your family members and friends are happy and well cared for.
If you think that your efforts can help other people achieve their goals, you will be a very hard worker. If people try to go against the team or are arrogant, you push back and try to bring them back into the fold. You aren't one to suffer people with huge egos.
This may cause you to come into conflict with authority, because you'd rather fall on your sword doing the right thing than cave into authority and do the wrong thing.
Nature is very important to you. You may maintain a garden. Or, you may own many pets. Ecological causes are important to you. You believe that man and nature need to work with each other to make the world a better place.
One of your challenges may be to avoid getting into many arguments. Because you have strong opinions, other people may consider you to be bossy. You need to find a way to express your deeply held opinions in ways that are not offensive to others.
When you are in relationships, you are the most loyal partner you can be. But you may find yourself drawn to people with insecurity issues, and you may be tempted to take advantage of them. You need to use your natural empathy to break past these impulses.
Because you are highly organized, you will do well in careers that require planning and focus. You would make a wonderful administrator, surgeon, carpenter or urban planner.
You are very smart and creative with an attention to detail that may be confused with obsession. Your self-discipline may lead you to become excellent at sports, music or acting.
When you choose your clothes, you do so to ensure they are practical and not flashy. When you see other people, you are more concerned with their inner beauty than their outward appearance.
Because you are so well organized, you may become a highly respected member of your community and achieve success at a young age.
This is what your expression number says about you. Now, before I tell you about the opportunity I have to offer you, I want to talk about your soul urge. 

What Your Soul Urge Says About You

What Your Soul Urge Says About YouDeanna, you have a soul urge number of 7. This number unlocks the secrets of what your heart really desires out of life.
Your soul urge number says that you always strive to be the best at anything you put your mind to. You always strive for success and when success eludes you, it can be soul crushing. Your connection with a higher power makes you feel like you not only let yourself down, but also let others down when you can't accomplish your goals. This can lead to a crisis in faith.
You need to work on putting your life into perspective. You can feel that you are always entitled to success. You need to understand that everyone must fail sometimes so that they can learn from their experiences. This will be a hard, but important lesson for you to learn.
You have a strong sense of pride and ambition, which may make others dislike you. Other people may be jealous of your success and work against you. It may be important for you to hide your high sense of self-esteem so as to not push others away from you.
Yet, you desire other people to see you as special. This may lead to you taking outlandish actions in order to be noticed, causing you to make mistakes that sabotage your career, because no matter how much you want to work with others as part of a team, you constantly stand out from the crowd.
This is also part of why you have trouble with authority figures and may rebel against them.
You need to be careful that other people don't see you as a braggart. You also have to fight against your internal desire to create unnecessary drama. You may prefer negative attention to no attention at all.
You may also find yourself drawn to damaged people because you feel a need to rescue them. Addiction and obsession are also risks that you may be drawn to.
You should try to find ways to make your natural stubbornness a thing of the past. Use your natural empathy for others to find ways to deal with them with sensitivity and tact.
Don't be in such a hurry to succeed or be recognized that you damage your future and your reputation. Instead, use your talents to help make the world a better place and resist the urge to draw attention to yourself.