The times when I feel so far away from you are the the most difficult moments of my day.
It's hard to imagine how I can love someone so much who does not exist in my world. I'm certain it seems insane to those who know me; not that I can love you, but that I continue to be so lost in you, whoever, wherever you are.
All I can say is that loving you has changed me. I am centered and grounded in the midst of the storm that is us. 
Yes, I am lost in you...
But I have found myself there, too.

-Deannalynn Arzola
*for my Shadow