"Dex", she began to type, "I am not trying to change you; in fact, who you are is who I fell in love with. But here I am, a girl with a borderline personality in love with a guy with an antisocial one, and that knowledge should make me run away from you as fast as I can, but I don't want to. I love you and I am not one to allow any disparaging entity prevent me from having the life I know I should have. I simply view the result of our personalities, our behavior, if you will, as a challenge, not a roadblock, just a hurdle, that with the proper tools and training can be cleared without too much trouble. I realize my perception of everything is vastly different than yours, darling, however, I attempt to reconcile your behavior everyday. When do you reciprocate? I'm estimating approximately twenty percent of the time. I am keenly aware; allow this letter to do the same for you. And please, by god, darling, please do not let the fact that I am so aware, or that you may be, as well, create more distance than in the lack thereof. We should know. I love you."
Amy waited, as she does, for a response, which was rather quickly forthcoming.
"Hey. I just have a few things I'd like to clear up. You say you know me, if you do, you know that your saying I am 'crazy' is only gonna piss me off. I know you're crazy. We've talked about this before. I am not trying to hurt you. I would not try to hurt you. So there's my two things. And here's a few more...Amy, you're the smartest, most creative, loving and empathetic person I know. I know you choose to stay, and I am keenly aware of who you are, too. You're strong and tough and you have faith that we can change our damning behavior. I view you as someone who can handle all of this. And I am sorry for all that space that I tend to keep between us. Thank you for making me aware and I will work on this, and Amy, I am glad you're here, too..."

And that, ya'll, is why they call it 'creative' writing...
A short story by Deannalynn Arzola
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